NO MORE HOLDING BACK. BE YOU . . . ALL THE WAY

 
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NO MORE HOLDING BACK, DEAREST ...

This morning I woke up remembering what it felt like to wake up and think,

“If only I had enough courage to share what’s really going on in my heart.”

I would think that thought then stuff it back down, believing the LIE that I didn’t have courage...

Then I’d carry on with my day, not sharing my true heart... the deepest stuff inside of me...

Pretending it was “fine”

I’d be “fine”

It would all be “okay”

BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH, right?

Sooooo mediocre.

Sooooo not the point of life, and really living.

Soooooooo.....after a tough 2016 that cracked me open in ways I didn’t know I could break,

big giant gaping cracks

...which are now letting EVEN MORE LIGHT in,

I too am going to stop holding back, and let out what’s inside even more!!!

Just like I preach to you about...

I’ll share more about that dreadful time at 15 years old when I was diagnosed with C/PTSD after spending my childhood witnessing domestic violence, then being attacked myself in my home...

WHY?

Not to get therapy here, lol and ewww (and that’s what my awesome healing support circle is for)

Not solely for me to show myself how much courage really lives inside me either (though that’s part of it)

And certainly not to make you sad or depressed!!

WHY then....why....???!!??

because you need to know that your past traumas don’t have to rule your life.

And that all these coaches (myself included) who have shared their financial success online to inspire others

ALSO HAVE A TON OF SHIT GOING ON

We too work on constantly shifting the shit from the past that threatens to knock us down ...

And we have MEGA SUPPORT behind the scenes as we carry our communities and clients and continue to show up and inspire other women who need to see this ugly junk,

because that’s what it takes!

And while we didn’t all grow up supported in every way we need to carry large communities, we’ve chosen it for ourselves now.

AND WE ARE FIERCE ABOUT IT...

This continuous support,

This continuous growth,

This continuous commitment to “NO MORE HOLDING BACK” 

So don’t kid yourself, Beautiful...

This shit scares US ALL...

We’ve just got to keep going,

moving though the fear,

staying focused on who we are serving and meant to inspire,

and telling ourselves over and over again until we believe it:

I am worth being seen... I am something to see!!

I am worth being heard...my message needs to be heard.

I am on a mission powered by something greater than me, here to serve the highest and greatest good,

ALWAYS AND IN ALL WAYS.

So once more into the fray we go Ladies....fuck the “fine”...fuck the “okay” ..and fuck mediocre.

It’s time to be you....ALL THE WAY ❤️

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