LET THE DRAMA BE DRAMA + LET IT ALL BE OKAY

LET THE DRAMA BE DRAMA + LET IT ALL BE OKAY

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HOLY CAMOLY!!!!! SOMETIMES GROWING TO OUR NEXT LEVEL SEEMS SO FLIPPIN’ CRAZY 😜 IT NEVER WAS MEANT TO BE ALL POSITIVE AND EASY.


...and we stay the course anyway, no matter how it feels in the moment.


You know when you hit that next level and you’re like “THAT? That’s what all this was for??? I went through all THAT to learn just that one simple thing??”


Yup, yup we did.


This is where it gets interesting though.


Right at that very moment when you have that realization, say to yourself “YES THIS IS EXACTLY HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO GO AND ALWAYS WILL GO SO MAY AS WELL MAKE IT FUN.”


Not only that .. may as well get used to the uncomfortable parts of growing, so that the growing keeps going too.


Imagine if you did this. Imagine if you KNEW IN YOUR BONES that you’ve actually got this.


Not in that trite kind of way that everyone is saying now, like in that monotone normal voice: “you’ve got this girl”


I say YOUVE GOT THIS all the time but behind my words is this fire 🔥 I’m talking about that deep knowing inside of you that understands on all levels (and beyond) that when you really really *really* want something, you can withstand the pressure it takes to achieve it.


I realized this myself in my romantic relationship yesterday and that’s what you see in this photo here, as I sit in Starbucks at 6:13am and journal about it 🖊 📔 ☕️


I was freaking out and getting caught up in the drama yesterday (for a few hours chatting with my girlfriend) and I even put some clothes and toiletries in the trunk to take a “few days away” to think about it ...


THEN, I decided to do what I guide all my clients to do ...


To take my own advice and tap into that MOFO wisdom all of us energy goddesses have at our disposal - like always, any time, a gold mine of wisdom, right there ... when we just remember how powerful and precious our gift of accessing it is then tap into it ...


So I closed my eyes tuned into that wisdom and then that silly screwed up feeling .... that “I went through all THAT just to remember and realize THAT?”


ALL THAT FREAKIN’ DRAMA !??!!


Okay, okay.


Right, right.


That’s how it always goes!


And it’s okay.


I’ve got this.


I always did, it just got a little intense....which can be SCARY AF at times, *especially* when you’ve been through trauma - still, it’s okay.

 

Its okay! 

 

In fact, better than okay ...  


I can go home now. Be with my kitties. Weather any more pressure (if it needs to come) then be standing strong right there, for me, for my man, my community, my soul family, my clients my fur babies. All of us!


I’ve got this.


Breathe.


Wait for the love to pour in again.


Better yet, tap in right now, to Source.


Dig in, touch it. Pour it all over the pressure myself.


Activate it and claim it now, myself.


I’ve got this!


I always have.


Always will.


And so it is ... so it is.


So it is perfect, just as it is - I’ll stop hating on the drama of it all now...(even though I’m not calling it in, by any means, and, now that I see that it doesn’t need to be so dramatic, it likely won’t be AS intense anymore 🙂🙂🙂👌)


Either way, and no matter what, I’m ready for more 💜 so what’s next?


XOXO  Gina

Gina Silvestri